I still love George even though I know we aren't "right" together right now. The hardest part of this split and remaining friends will be seeing him with someone else when that happens. I'm sure it will, someday. How to be happy for him when I still consider him "mine" in that way? I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.. just as he may have to cross it at some point if I meet someone else. How come it always seems like the other person is having a much easier time of it than I am? How realistic is that perception? How irrelevant is my thinking right now?

I have packing to do. And...... ACTION!