Whew. Busy.

I've barely had a moment to myself the last week... and this weekend is going to be crazy as well. I got my CPR 'C' certification last night... as well as the beginnings of a cold... :-/ Meh. I'm fighting it with a cocktail of chemicals. Vitamin C 1000mg and some Pseudophedrine Hydrocholride 30mg Dextomethorphan Hydrobromide 10mg and Acetaminophen 250mg. I still feel like crap, however. Must be the whole 'lack of sleep' thing I've been doing to myself lately... and there's no end in sight. Company BBQ tonight (I at least have to go and grab some free food) - First Aid tomorrow and Sunday from 8:30am to 5:00pm. Ugh. Then Wilderness Survival on Monday night (followed by a field trip overnighter next weekend). I have to find a tailor, get measurements taken and order a sexy dress to wear for sweet, sexy Kimli and downright nasty Ed's wedding.. then, I can relax... a bit. Have to plan for the last week of July that I have off to go bike touring on Mayne Island with M. That, at least, can be as tough or as relaxing as we want it to be. I want relaxing. I want to go to a location and stay for a couple of days. Not do anything. Not have to BE anywhere. Just chill out and enjoy the vibe of being with M. and NOT being at work. Hallelujah.

August I don't want to plan ANYTHING.. but I'm sure I will at some point. ;-)

For now.. I just want to feel better. I have to go back to Maple Ridge tonight to get some things for the First Aid trip and get as much sleep as I can. Meh.

On the emotional front, things have never been better. I feel strong as an individual but I have someone in my life who give me thrills to think about and even more thrills to see and touch and walk with and talk with and... and... and... yet I can be on my own and not be thinking only of going to see him or be with him or "is he with someone else while I'm not with him?" or any of the other stupid time-wasting, insecure shit that I used to do.